… i’m SO HAPPY you’re here.

- [your heart + my heart]


The only constant is Change [Heraclitus]


To improve is to change; to be perfect is to change often.

- [Winston Churchill]

We come across inspirational imprints as we go about our daily lives and sometimes our wires can get crossed as we try to comprehend and apply this into the relationships we have with ourselves and with the ones we live and love. There is nothing to change or improve in our energy. No one has to change for another in order to feel love because we ourselves are love. We are not here to force change, change itself is constant with its own natural flowing cycle. We are not here to try to change another because there is nothing to fix. No one is broken. We are simply here to be and to be love. To experience life with all our challenges and lessons together and to learn to accept people unconditionally for who they are and what they do, not for what they say and what we wish them to be.

If you are here reading this message, me, You, your love, us… we came to this Earth to use the God-given energy we already possess to assist, benefit, and contribute our part in social responsibility to human welfare and the planet. We are co-creators of Creation itself - to be free in every moment, letting everything gestate into its own being in complete awareness of our higher self and in balance with the contrasting energies all around us. Our role is to challenge our perception, to see another's perspective by letting everyone be as they are in every stage of their life, each playing a part, teaching valuable lessons, transitioning and transforming based on personal rhythms of turning points and cycles. We are here to be human, to be ourselves - recovering and healing our innocence, awakening to our truth in every stage of personal growth in order to remember that we are not separate from God, our Source, the Cosmic Heart of All That Is. We are here to embrace one another's varying growing pains of love, joy, loss, and heartache as we engage in the rollercoaster ride of humanity. The whole universe shines through each of us, and it is our personal choice to be who we are, to love who we are, and to love all that exists with all its individual processes at different levels and speeds of consciousness. "Change" or "Gestating" through "Transformational Awakening" is about knowing our true self by shedding and healing old forms of external conditionings. The sooner you can quiet the small thoughts you have about yourself, the sooner you can break free to realize the “New” in you - a reborn of innocence living in awareness of your authentic individual nature. A true nature that is a divinely perfect creation, a "unique" whole union of polarities between masculine and feminine energies, light, and shadows within ourselves from being to being. The best time is the time you are free from casting shadows, to be you, to love being you, and to love living the best you living an authentic life.

This labyrinth of life is an arduous journey where we ultimately shape the wonders of our landscape through the thoughts and decisions we make, the determination and dedication we take, and by the company we keep along the way.  In bliss, I sincerely reveal the stunning vast vistas of my heart - with all its soft musical slopes and deep cavernous valleys - imparting uplifting gifts and wisdom through the work I do as a bridge to the Divine, a living breathing channel of higher cosmic energy. Catering to my inner curiosities, stepping face-to-face with fear, pushing beyond it for love. Little by little I have chipped away at every corner, crashing down the tower of broken mirrors to reveal and release the cold armor that once hid the torn edges and fragmented pieces of me. I have come to know the pain, at peace with the letting go and surrendering of my self-emptying, in harmony with every trying circumstance that was necessary to propel me forward into new directions. The nightmares, melancholy, and tears were whispers flowing from my heart, asking me to remember that I am not limited by past or future thinking, that I have what it takes to revise how I see myself and be open to fresh insights to how I see the world around me. The tenderness of my soul has grown from the unending waves of heartbreak it has continually endured and now, I wholeheartedly see every experience as a holy encounter… joyfully open to new paths, welcoming all the foreign elements into my life, and loving all that I had once feared.  No more holding back my love, the fruit is ripe to share my inner riches, to share myself in reckless childlike bliss. I show my heart to the world, the full expression of my soul’s essence.

Present only in the moment, I worry not about the details, understanding that any mistakes along the way are only lessons to help me grow wiser from the experiences. I choose to act and learn rather than do nothing at all. Yes, I choose to show up for life, to let inspiration illuminate all parts of me as I design and build a liberated future, shifting my state of being from past fears into unconditional love, liberating myself into the streaming flow of the Universe, anchoring into Her orbiting light of consciousness, trusting She navigates me towards the vision wrapped nestled within this vessel. I breathe in Her life, expanding forward with action and purpose knowing there is nothing to fear and no place too dark, for every footstep illuminates a constant reminder that I am the Light. I have the power to transform, overcome, and heal with my highest will the fully saturated development of my authenticity. With this gift, I am ready to courageously venture whimsy; to root away weeds of fear, doubt, and worry; to welcome the connections of my freak flock lovers and haters - the teachers that flow challenges into my day-to-day outlook, helping me to see that I am teachable beyond perceptions, and that beneath all the pain, the heart of all connections is LOVE. Neither my genes nor my mind decide anything, only does the freedom of my heart. My heart steps me fully in the course of my dreams and with every breath of soul-fiyah, I will my vision towards me.

I shall not descend; no, I shall not descend. I release, fly, and soar to Spirit as the light eagle of the sun and as the night eagle of the moon. I ascend and ascend - ascending to novum heights regardless of those that wish to see me fall. I open my heart, let love enter, and with these hands claim my birthright. I build upon the words and wisdom of the greats by sculpting the change I wish to see through me, leading the love I wish to inspire, and celebrating the delightful flavors of the world I wish for all to savor. I move my body with this love, honoring you and the company of the ancients, strumming mantras of my heart's soul seeds into Divine Mother's hands, peacefully present as She cosmically weaves, tending to a foundation built upon my lotus dreams.

Sweet soul, time is the most valuable resource we have. In a day, we are all given the same amount of minutes. Why waste it worrying about things out of our control, trying to change what is outside of ourselves? Worry not for God is infallible, there is nothing we could ever do to ruin His one-of-a-kind, perfect work. Remember the Serenity Prayer, “God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference”.

Our minds and physical bodies can either stagnate in the trial and error of our human nature or be in an ever evolving constant flux of passionate tides that rise and fall in synchronous design awakening our true self and romancing the landscape of our pure spirit. There is no wrong or right, good or bad. We each possess opposing qualities and every aspect of ourselves is a treasure that serves a purpose. While nature changes like the beat of fire swept by the wind, you cannot change your soul and you cannot change another’s. All of you and all of life is equally deserving and worthy of unconditional love. You deserve the opportunity to believe you have it in you to realize you are stronger than you can possibly know and so do the ones that come and go in the seasons of our lives. All is Love, there is nothing to fear. Take comfort in the words of the Greats that have lived before us and abide in the very earth we tread upon. There is no challenge insurmountable, for the same Source that keeps all the planets in orbit is in control — I am pretty certain God is a badass, a powerful force that does not need our help. So let go, leave the Universe to take care of the details and trust that all is well, you can relax in the knowing that everything is going to be alright. Enjoy what is here right now, letting what is meant-to-be, BE. Keep faith that Life takes us where life needs to go.

I honor the divine in You, loving you for you. Infinite Blessings and Pure Love always, in all ways to You and Yours. As above, so below. Aah Seh Nai, Aum, Peace, Amen. Aho and So it is. So be it and so mote it be. Jai Guru!

In heart bliss service,

Novum LL

*bangs brass gong*

Nature never repeats herself, and the possibilities of one human soul will never be found in another.

- [Elizabeth Cady Stanton]

To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.
— [Ralph Waldo Emerson]